I haven't updated in a while. I feel a bit annoyed so I guess now would be a good time.

I'm sick of being hurt by friends. Ditched, no calls back, lies, used.

I'm trying to graduate high school, I'm trying to not stress out about the fact that I'm not done with my World History Class. I'm trying to not stress out about moving since I move in 1 week. I'm trying to find time for Alisha, but when I can't find time then I'm a bad friend and all I want to do it hang out with Kolby. yup. All this stress is wearing me down. I'm getting sick, I mean geez I was just in the hospital and not one friend asked me how it went.



Fuck

sooooo I've decided to apply to every single University I can think of in Florida, but UCF is my main choice. I can't wait to get my apartment so when someone wants to just stay the night then WABAM it can happen. I want to get a new Jansport backpack because I think I'll care more about school if I have it....haha. W/e I want a slurpee. I have to work tomorrow 10-2 with Christina and then I'm calling Alisha to hang out. I'm going to go do some homework and online classes.


I love you all.

So Aero is keeping me on their staff after holidays. Man I'm awesome.

Merry Christmas everyone.

Fuck you Alison and Merry Christmas.



Thanks.

She's all alone again wiping the tears from her eyes, someday's it's not worth trying, she gets so sick of crying.

Driving to school listening to Anberlin and Mae.

Nothing is what it seems. Pictures can be so decieving.

I have a sinus infection. BUT school is almost over for the summer and my real summer will begin after August 9th and then school again on the 21st. Kolby will be turning 18 in October and I won't have to worry about his dad calling the cops on me again for calling his house -_-(I hope someone hits him with a semitruck). I'll have my degree in Radiology when I graduate high school. Tonight Kolby is sleeping over here tonight because I am sick and we both don't have to be at work until late tomorrow. Anyways I hope everyone is well. Love.

I'm stupid.

New phone-


new number-


944-5259

My gift is my song
And this one's for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
It maybe quite simple
But now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well
They got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you that
Keep it turned on

So excuse me for forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is well I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody
This is your song
It may be quite simple
But now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world.

( love. )


Zilder: She's like a blushing bride,She says you make her feel like a virgin
Duke: A virgin?
Zidler: You know, touched for the very first time.She says it feels SO good inside,When you hold her,And you touch her.
Duke: She's so fine,And she's mine,She makes me strong,Yes she makes me bold,And her love thawed out,Yes her love for thawed out,What was scared and cold!



LOVE-ALISHA C.